I'm always thinking... "what if i am here when the sun comes up?"

the answer to this question is almost invariably. "i don't know, but when the time comes, i hope that is not the case."

i got locked outside, inside the conservatory today, chasing a sunset through the outdoor gardens... and then they closed.

i walked around and tried some doors... thought about breaking out... but then i thought, "what if i am here when the sun comes up?"

this is exactly the length of time that my cell phone records for. need to work with placement. hmmm.
voice message

you know exactly what i mean mean by please make me feel good for once.
and the radio is playing on repeat while we sleep (iron and wine).
"please remember me" and exactly what i mean.
i must have told some sort of lie when i promised not to close my eyes right here beside you.